It’s strange, I had a very vivid dream about you a few days ago, and even I was surprised by it. We reunited and, yet again, I felt nothing but pure bliss in the depths of my slumber.
Then yesterday I hear news that the current love you hold may be fading and I can’t help but wonder. I refuse to let myself dwell on ideas of rekindled love between us, in fact I make sure to reaffirm the notion that you truly still hate me in my mind whenever I can, so as to not let my hopes build up too much, but it’s hard to stop all the day dreaming about you.
I hope you keep your love and you happiness, with or without me, for that is all I’ve hoped for since you left my world. But with every day that has passed without you and every smile that I have sent out into the world, I continue to have one persistent fear; that my happiness can only be achieved with you, and that no one else will ever do.
