December 2011
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I can tell where my destination has moved to
I can’t see how I’m going to get there
There’s someone new waiting for me
But I know they’ll go away
I’m confused by what to do
My feet have taken root
I want this to all go well
Please adore me back
I’m becoming increasingly paranoid. It’s slightly worrying.
I don’t know where to begin when trying to get my mind to comprehend this situation.
I need to get out of my own head and into someone else’s pants.
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I remember this time last year you were slowly becoming my world. My Christmas last year was weird, I was in a strange place emotionally and my family was having a hard time coping with their current life situation. The only thing that helped me smile during my Christmas Eve night at the grandmothers house was messaging you every minute of the night…I believe it was on this night that I...
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Get under my skin
And call me your sin
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My life was complicated by you and your existence.
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And maybe I’m the one without a clue, lost in oblivion and without a hope in hell.
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Make a small incision
I’ll show you what you’ve been missing
Cut a little bit deeper
This will turn you into a believer
The world will never stop burning
We’re trying to make it stop turning
It is hard to say if it is too late
Maybe we are merely filled with too much hate
We will not regret our dicisions
As we stitch up your incision
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I keep daydreaming about waking up in your bed again with you beside me and being the happiest person alive. You’re the only thing missing from my life.
No matter what happens I can’t get rid of this feeling that you’re the only one for me.
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You cannot blame the world or the universe for all the injustices that you have experienced, for placing blame upon others will merely divert your attention away from yourself and all the things you should have learned. At the centre of every single bad experience, problem or heartbreaking moment you have had the displeasure of enduring, is yourself.
And that is the only constant in life.
I’m so tired of feeling.
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A part of me will always be waiting for you, will always love you and will always miss you. It’s just that now…that part is no longer the majority of me. You are the hardest thing I’ve ever had to let go of and it’s taken me far too long.
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I had a dream last night about you. You said you had missed me and I started to cry, but despite everything, I couldn’t just walk away from you. Even in my dream, the only thing I could muster up the courage to say was, “I’ve missed you so much.”
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It’s reached the point where I can’t decide if I want to forget about you entirely or if I want to hold onto what we had just a little bit longer. I’m just so scared that if I let you go completely I’ll feel so empty all the changes I’ve made in my life for the better won’t even matter and I’ll be right back to where I started…and I really...
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It’s funny how meeting one new person can shift your world so much.
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I keep forgetting the date, I don’t see how it matters anymore. I have my daily routine figured out, it very rarely changes. Nothing truly excites me, it’s all just something to fill the time, something to make it pass a little bit quicker. I’m not upset with my life, in fact, all things considered I would have to say, I know it’s a good life. I should be happier, but due...
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I can ask the earth, the sky, the sun and the moon but the answer will always be that I am just a fool.