Emotionally, I am completely alone and it’s so difficult to describe. I wake up without thoughts of other people in my head, I don’t worry about what people are doing, have done, will do. It doesn’t matter, it’s not my life. I’m hoping to eventually build myself up to the point where I can have a normal, mature, happy relationship with someone else, whoever that may be. It will take a lot of time though, but I’d rather take time now over rush and rush and rush into things and be disappointed later in life when I just can’t keep up anymore.
I hope this all goes well.
